I hate getting mad, I hate the fact that people are always scared of my tempers. That they always expect me to over-react, get violent, to hit back. Am not an angry person, I just hate being disappointed and people taking advantage of me; people who make me feel that am not worth it, that I don’t deserve better, that I cant achieve my goals. I hate myself more for being complacent to their theories, for giving up at any sign of difficulty, for not fighting for what I want, for being silent. No war in life can be won with my mouth shut. Even the greatest activities in the world had to air their view
According to Mel Robbins, your brain takes 5 seconds to convince itself that what you intend to do is not a good idea, I think my brain takes fewer seconds than that.
I want to be the best mother that I can be and I cant do that if I convince myself out of anything that should be working for me; if I keep letting people run my life, to shut me up whenever I want to speak. Am grown a** woman and it’s about time I took charge of my life.